| I wish I knew what to do. where to go, who to see. I wish I knew what to say, so u could be with me. I wish I knew what was right, & what was wrong. I wish my heart would tell me, why it's been quiet so long. what am I supposed to do? these are the questions, that keep plaguing me. I thought I escaped them before, I thought I had answered them true. but now I find out how wrong I was, & that I don't know what to do. I was so sure I knew what I wanted, that I sacrificed all of it. I gave my entire heart to him, & he destroyed it. So, I traveled on a long, hard road, the one called 'recovery.' I put my life back together, & made a new discovery. I was young & inexperienced. I knew so little about love. I missed something right in front of me, something I never thought of. I never stopped to think, I was left with pain, I just ambled on with life, nothing was even funny. I thought there was no way out. until I called u one day, the day that I threw him out. did I just bring over, the love I wanted before, & through it to u, leaving it at u door? I think not, though no one will believe me. I think I was just wrong, & wanted to learn to see. I wanted to see what u are, what promise ur soul may hold. Now I find that door is closed, what am I to do, when life proves its not fair? how can I best get there? That place that I want to be, so badly that I can't wait. the joys for true love, I want it to be my fate,, THANKS TO U. snehapoorvam chitra,
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